it is okay that I don’t want to go out tonight.
it may not be okay that after a long week I need at least a full evening where I don’t see people to recuperate. it may not be okay that I’m going to miss the stroke of midnight turn to one of my good friend’s birthday. it may not be okay that I feel guilty for staying in even though that’s what I want to do. it may not be okay that I was incredibly impatient with my best friend today.
but it is okay that I don’t want to go out tonight.